>> Saturday, September 1, 2007
& i was boredand hurt?
im not so sure.
i sat & think of everything that happened.
so what am i thinking.
hmm. im not so sure yet.
but still,
i felt the hate & hurt.
i wonder why?
& today was suppose to be jogging day.
end up. it was not.
im all messed up.
all the mood strings tangled up.
i cant seem to fix it.
do i need help ?
i do not know.
i seem want to solve it alone.
& not telling.
cause it seem i will be over-reacting?
i do not know again.
im not sure of anything.
did i do something wrong?
im losing grip.
what's happening?
im confused at everything
yet curious.
my head spin.
what can i do?
my stress out.
yet worn out.
help or not?
i guess, im yet again
nothing.
just a dirt.
deena'
& i have got a change of heart?
the story?
For I thought I knew what they meant.
Until I lost and won some,
My love today is for rent.
Those simple words I know so well.
I wish for you to know.
That just liking someone is so different.
So I will say it real slow.
Those are the words of a million feelings.
My hopes and dreams and joys.
Little girls writing love letters.
Chasing after boys.
Those are the words that I say to you.
I whisper them to your heart.
You turn and look back at me.
I loved you from the start.
-confusion of love."
6:51 AM;
smacked me up.
smacked me up.