>> Monday, August 27, 2007
& now my heads and heart hurts every second?im not so sure.
yet today my ankle gets more sore.
& i had my ssc (student sport committee) duty.
play sports & i felt relief
as them is kind of okay today:)
i felt the friendship.
but still felt the hurt?
sometimes second chance is hard to find.
and everyday something new happen.
& i still longing for something sparking happen.
i guess sometime what you didnt expect came true,
& what you did, did not happen.
its like the karma in life.
i guess.
im in dilemma as always.
i try to change every ways of me.
im not satisfied with myself.
i hate it i guess.
what can you expect from a girl like me?
nothing,i think.
deena'
the wish story?
"My heart pounding
my head confusing
spinning, vomiting
& hurting.
The smile you put on
the shy you had
it can be more shown
& oh dear , please dont be sad.
Because now im here thinking
should i or should i not
&now im breathing
but it doesnt help me alot.
I need your hug
your laugh, your smile
i do not want any shrugs
&i promise you i ran miles.
Mistakes are haunted
i want no other you
i want to see you here, thats what i lamented
&knowing you hear me, i hope its true
oh please say that you care
& oh please again dont share.
- but i know you dont love me so."
wrote by dinah syaza binte roslan:)
5:21 AM;
smacked me up.
smacked me up.