>> Thursday, August 16, 2007
MOODSTRINGS?hmm yeah.
the one whole lot day.
having ups & downs.
i kept quiet.
i suddenly felt even more hurt.
hmm.
one part i was laughing my ass out.
another i teary up.
i cannot simply cry.
it was TOO pain to handle.
every look makes me hurt.
evenmore so.
" why keep interfering ?
why? i wanted to love.
now i can't.
im not suppose to do anything, am i?
ouh god."
so then sometimes the laughter is the best medication ever.
my friends are the best.
KHAIRIL & SYIKIN ALWAYS MAKES ME LAUGH.
so thanks.
it made me whole lot better.
even atifah, rafidah , lily, arshad & akmal.
now. even dilemma started.
deena'
leave me alone as i sat & die
"i sat on brigde thinking my whole lot problems.
it made me dumb.
i sat & cry.
the sigh,
i made every second.
kills me. & do i miss you?"
im sorry.
blame it on me.
5:49 AM;
smacked me up.
smacked me up.